Seeing you suffering for your last 15 mins rlly made my heart wrenched and torn into a million pieces. You started feeling unconscious, you had difficulties in breathing, then you used all your energy and wide opened your eyes and collapsed.
And then your heart slowly stopped beating and you stopped breathing. The Ambulance was of no use, you've alr passed on when they came.
Hearing the nurse pronouncing your death, we were devasted and loss for words. We were totally unprepared for this sudden death.
We were given 2 hrs to talk to you. All we cld do is cry and blamed ourselves for our neglience. I've got alot more to say to you, but so little time. Pls pls appear in my dreams.
I've alr planned to bring you to the park this sat, let you taste my F&N practical food on Wednesday, bring you out for dinner but all my wishes go down to the drain. I also bought u a big bun but you left w/o eating it.
I cld still rmb when I was young, you fed me my 3 meals. You changed my diapers, you fed me milk, you fetched me to and fro school, you bathed me, you played with me, we watched television together, we slept together.
Most importantly, you showered me with your motherly love.
How close we are, those days..
Thanks to you I have a lovely childhood. ♥
When I turn 12, everything changed. You contracted dimentia and your condition kept dedriotating. Those were your days of sufferings and I cld do nothing to help you. The last 2 yrs was a nightmare to you, now it ended, I hope your next life will be better.
I once told you when I was 5 that if you die, I'll die with you. That's what I rlly feel like doing now. But you told me not to be silly. So for the sake of you, I'll continue to move on. :)
I've owed too much to you. I've taken for granted of you. I'm sorry, Grandma.
Life is unfair, it always had been.
I know you can still hear us.
I'm glad I cld see you for the last time.
Please come back and visit us.
No matter how far we are,
I love you, now and forever.
P/S: Thanks for the lovely tags
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